cheNg MenG. =*)

Time was running so fast,6 more days..

i m going to leave soon..

haiz..haha..this few days reali busy..

busy cheng meng,busy shopping..

i love cheng meng,also dislike cheng meng..

because..

there reali veri veri hot!tak boleh tahan sia!

ON the way to pray my grandma-->>

although there was veri hot..
but,i still wear alot clothes!

i dun wan turn dark..hehe..

jecket+long pants+cap+umbrella..!

hehe..but..still turn a bit dark ==

swt..but at least not so serious lah..hehe.

Friday cheng meng my grandma..

praying praing..-->>

after that went shopping..

was like from the shopping mall open until the mall close..

=D and bought alot thing..

is kinda enjoy sia .^^

but also eat alot too..==

this few days kep eating..

ZzZzZzzz..regrat d..T_T

Satuday go cheng meng my great gandfather..

wake early again..

after that shopping again...

he is going to open the durian with these knife == -->>

Sunday cheng meng my granpa..

TAT REALI HOT!!

summre so crowded.

tat y mz wake early lur..

i jz slpt 2hours only..

veri tired..

2am slp til 4am..

bcz 6 am mz arrive there..

sobs..look like panda d..=[

i SWEAR,strat college,i wan slp b4 12am!!

lol..do u think i can do it? if slp b4 12 pm,maybe i could.

xD hehe.

look at my cute daddy..wei..tat my umbrella..--->>

not reali suit his style i guess.hehe.

u know wat,after cheng meng?

shopping again ==

tired summore can go shopping!

this called,GIRLs..hehe

my life was like jz rotating,repeat repeat n repeated!

i been going the same shopping mall 4 time!swt..

while waiting my turn for pray -->

well,i dun wan go for shopping anymore,

as wat my mum said..

shop more spend more.

hehe..she said she afraid go shopping with me d..

she said,i tak boleh than u,u wan shopping,ask husband bring u go nex time.

but..i din hav husband wat..

go find 1..= =

haha.anyways,this few days,mani thing happen.

sad n happi..tired but enjoy.

but,overall..i'm happy lar =D

never letting myself sad,try to be happi ..^^

although i'm busy,but i still *misS yoU*..

shOppIng liFe *.*

kinda a long time din post le..
this few day few so lazy and busy sia..
wat kind of business make me busy??
haha..SHOPPING !
time passing so fas..
nid to start study again..
btw,i'm kinda happi..
and quite look forward for my college life..
and reali looking forward to be with u too.. :)
but something sad also..
going to leave..haiz..
this few days,see my mum..
i felt she look like kinda sad and moody..
loook like..
reluctant to let me go..
hahaha..
ppl hvn go,she ask me when wana cum bec d..==
hehe..haiz..actually,i also sad wan to go there..
but..happi more than sad..seriously..
=X hehe
hmm..this few day reali tired..
kep shopping shopping n SHOPPING!
go out with fren..
1 by 1 said i wana go kl d..
wan make a farewell..
lol..taught i din came bec d mah..
kl so near only..wan everyday cum bec also can..
err,sorry,talk too much..
hehe..
but okie la,so that i can buy my thing..
cz nid buy mani stuff..
college stuff lah..
like stationary and clothes..
beside that,also nid buy mani mani thing..
shampoo la,pillow la,blanket la..
and bla bla bla!
seriously,i reali like going to move my whole cupboard there..
haha.. haiz..din reali hav a beg can put all these thing..
i think i should get a new luggage hold..
gurl wat,sure alot stuff wan lars..
anyway,i enjoy packing!
hehe..i love packing since i was small..
kinda weird right?
perhaps,yea..=]
hmm..
tml wan go pray my grandmother at penang..
cheng meng cheng meng..
after tat go shopping again ==
i need i wan 2 new beg,a new watch,2 new shoe ^^
then everything done..^.*
wahh..going to hav fun tml..
sure alot food there!!
lol..eat again..haha
saturday cheng meng my grandpa,
and sunday cheng meng my great great-grandfather..
haiz..so mani cheng meng need to go..
sure sun burn again >.<>
T_T sun block not reali use to me.. after apply it..
also will turn dark..
so..i think i nid to wear a jecket,long pants,n a cap!
oh yah,along with a umbrella too..(:
yea,gud idea.. jz..maybe inside will burning gua..
so hot!! wonder tat i will fainted or not..
aiyah,nvm lah..sweating is gud for health..
lolz..=.= swt.. talking nonsence again..paiseh paiseh..

*~..Go moviE wiTh him..~*

Ahh..veri tired..
jz took my bathe..hehe..
seem like few days din post le..
busy wat..xDhaha..
jz bec form movie..
go with my monitor..
nope.. suppose said ex-monitor..
haha..he going AUS for study this monday..
said wan invite me watch movie..
hmm.. actually i dun reali wanted to go..
because..dun reali hav amood for movie..
but..haiyo..ppl ask for..go lar..
can watch free movie wor..
heheeh..hmm.. kinda long din go cinema d..
so..go lur..at hm also nth to do..
because my mum not free so..
i drive go.. ALONE..==my 1st time..hehe..
i scare lah.. but..actually,not so scary lar..
now i prefer alone.. if with my parent..
they sure..kep bal bal bal beside me..
hehe..but,seriously.. not reali enjoy the movie..
n..shopping with him.. wth..he lied me!
he said went out with 1group fren.
who know.. when i arrived there..
he tel me.. jz BOTH OF US..
@3%*&%$#@?...haiz..
knew d also no use.. wat can i do?
so..go watch movie with him..
eat..then..shopping lor..
1more thing make me more GERAM..
he bought couple sit..== OMG..later ppl taught i was his..
T_T saya tak mau..dunwan dunwan.
i ask him..y u buy couple sit wor..!!i dun wan..!!
but the ans he gave me reali make me fel like bang the wall..
he ans:' aiyah i knew lar,u dun wan sit couple sit with me,u wan couple with me only..isit?'
WTH..!!u know wat..i reali fel like kick him out the cinema.. we watch SHUTTER..
not reali scary but also consider a horror movie.. he sit veri near me..==
he said that..HE SCARED..!!
swt.. summore share 1 box popcorn with him..
thne i tel him,i dunwan share lah,i wan 1 box..
(bcz he sit veri near,i fel reali uneasy)
i jz joke la..he reali go buy..==
hmm..abit paiseh with him nia..hehe..
but seriously,the moment he leave,was the moment i felt most comfortable..
haha..aiyer..i so bad.. no m,ah,i reali dun like ppl sit too near with me..
unles..sm1 special for me lar..^^
after the movie we jz walk around..
yerrr..ui saw alot thing i wana buy..
shoe..cloths..beg..T_T but he there,i cant buy..cheh..!!
nvm..tml go again..haha..
haiz..sad case mani ppl taught i m his GF!!
i'm not..@@ i saw alot fren there..thay also taught..
i m his gf..i told them no lah..reali not..
but..they dun belive..T_T haiz..nvm lah..
1day they will know..
he not my BF! my bf..
always was HIm**
only HIm^^

sad,moody,cried,----Leave.

Hmm..this few day i fel so moody..

du reali hav a mood!!

my heart felt veri uneasy..

i FELT like CRY!

but..my tears cannot drop..

wth..pls tell em what's going on.

i knew wat make me so sad actually..

i can FELT it..

felling..nvr will be false.

but,i dare not face the reality..

and what's reali happened..

i dun wan..=[

haiz..

reali no mood SIA!!!

i hate the felling..

but..i reali cant smile..

no even 1 smile for my day..

I dun wan this..

i reali felt like crying..

perhaps,the pain make me dun know how to cry.

No one know my felling,

i'm suffer..

shall i forgot it?

take it as a memory n start my new life?

Perhaps..it was the best way for me..

the happiness b4,no longer belongs to me in future..

I reali miss the moment.

*Dear,u sick sick must take care urself yah,fas Fas recover oh*

---SundaY---

Today is sunday..

hmm..dun know why..

since i awake til now..

not reali n a gud mood..

haiz..

Since my mum doesn't work today..

so..we do creampuff!

haha..because..

my dad love creampuff alot..

tat y my mum learn!

hahaha..baking..baking..--->>

Anyway,veri enjoy doing that..

veri fun ler..

but i do until..

abit geli la..when me squeeze the stuff into a shape..

hahaha..

but..the taste not bad lar..

make by ownself ler..

sure mz praise myself abit..

heheeh..

da lang!! done --->>

hehe..

1st time did this..

okie d lar..hor..hehe..

During afternoon..

my dad home..because of the creampuff..==

normaly,i jz can see him after the sun set..

lol..sound like ghost sia..

hahaha..

bz he busy wat..hehe..

today since both of them also free..

we went some furniture shop for hav alook..

because my dad wanna know wat kind furniture we wan for our bed room..

hehe..Before that..we went our new house 1st..

because we nid know the measurement of batheroom b4 order the bathtub..

my opposite house..the owner hav alot car..

haha..so rich..!

he drive fairladyz man..==

so yeng..hahahah..

hmm..for a 60++ years old's old man..

i guess..he not veri suitable gua..

hehehe..summore stick those sticker..

hmm..and write the..'FIRE MOUTIAN'

no idea wat it mean by..

hahaha..

After this,send my bro sister to swiming lesson..

my bro n sister ..so cute..--->>

then go dinner..

tat all..

my day passed simple n happy..^^

For now..nth to do liao..

yesterday din chat alot with him..

miss him..lol..

i everyday also miss him wan lar..

hahahaha...

then ppl reali miss him wat..=D

SatuRday..^^

Look for yesterday..^^ my face like pau!!Yesterday fel veri tired..tat y i din post..

lazy..but today nth to do..

so..i post lur..hehe..

hmm..Yesterday i woke at 6am..

agrhhh..veri slpy lea..

but also nid to wake..

because 7 am mz arrive penang..

today i SIONG KAI ah..

tat y mz go penang pray..

so,muzt wake early..

the woman in pink(centre)was my new godmother..^^--->>

she gave me angpow..rm518 ler..

wow..for me..

it consider alot liao..

ot bad also this godmother..hehe..^^

Hmm..but wake so early not bad also..

because..early in the morning can hear his voise..^^

i felt so sweet in my heart..

yestarday..my dear also woke at 6am..

hmm..kinda pity him lur..

mz wake so early for the interview..

seriously,i also veri nervous during he interview..

I'm so GAN JEONG sia!!

he send me the 1st msg when i having my breakfast..

he told me that he Passed the 1st interview..

(i smile)

after couple hours,he send me a msg again..

he told me that he passed the 2nd interview..

(i'm so happy..haha)

i can felt his nervous and his felling..
anyway,i dun wait for the 4 3rd msg d..
because Iknow he sure can do it..
he CAN :)
Finaly,
he passed the interview..
Congratz my dear..^^

did a gud job..=]
he is EXCELLENT!!

But,he going end of april..

on the moment,i think..

how my life is after he go?

hmm..

i'll take care my self..Keep going,dun look back..^.<

he fight for his future,i also should work hard for my future too..^^

hehe..for surely is..i'll miss him..alot alot alot..

and,i'll always love him..Always!!

Dear,no matter how long u wan me to wait for you,
i will wait til u come bec to my heart n by my side..^^

Nvm la,we still hav sereval time to enjoy and together..

so,jz appericaite the time that belongs to us..*.*

Anyway,

his happiness,his smile..

was the sources i'm happy..

Because,i love him.

Tat all..^^

1sT timE droVe..=)

Today,i woke veri early.. bcz..somebody come my house..
the uncle who teach me drive..^^
he told me my P reardy d.. so he send it for me..=]
finaly,i hav my P aredy.. finaly..i can drive out aredy..
Yeah,i no nid drive taman d..^^ i wan drive OUT THE TAMAn!
i wan i wan i wan!! haha..but my parents not home..
so cannot.. alone?no! cant lah.. later my car bcum half.. hehe..

Glad my uncle came^^
he said..he can accompany me drive go out..
summore can drive highway..can drive fast fast!
lol..jz take P..wan learn ppl drive fast fast..
later mati tengah jalan..
choi!touch wood touch wood..! haha..
my uncle said he veri willing accompy me..
he said he no scare die..==
hey,wat does he means by 'dun scare die'.. haha..
but..mz treat him eat dinner..
wat kind or uncle he was.. haha..
anyway,i also promise him..
because i wan to drive..!haha..

i kep seing my lisence..
hmm..i told my dad..
daddy,my lisence nice also hor? lolz..
i mean my photo nice.. hahaha..
yer..beh paiseh.. no la..was joking oni..^^

so..i fast fast take my shower..
n prepare my first drove.. hehe..i fel veri excited!
but actually..i fel veri scared also..
i scare u bang my car again.. if i bang it again..
i sure kena PANCUNG KEPALA!
haha..my dad veri charm.. after i bang his both car..
he buy more 1 pair 'P' n stick on myvi..
act is stick lancer n vios wan.. now..myvi also hav P..
understand his meaning nah..? haha..
but today my mum drove myvi d.. mean that..
leave vios n lancer oni can let me drove..
imposible i drive estima wat..==
omg..since that day i bang both car..
seriously,i reali hav abit afraid drive that car..
T_T but..i still wanna drive!
hehehe.. but..i reali din know that..
during 5pm..so mani car wan..==
seriously,i scare! my heart jumping non-stop..!
expecially when i saw lorry.. hehe..i guess i reali nid drive alot..
one day i sure can drive well der..^^
anyway,i enjoy driving today.. hehe..
maybe ppl will think.. jz drive few round also so happy meh..
no drive b4 ah..so love driving meh..
but..i'm reali veri happy..
hmm..jz like a baby jz learn know how to walk..
also veri happi wat..and also love to walk around..
so, same case sia =]

woRking daYs..*.*

Today i went working..^^

haha..

----> my mum shop..hehe..

lol..working also so happi meh..

no mah..because at least not so boring wat..

haha..so,i went my mum shop working..but..who know..

also veri boring..nth to do want..

they summore dun let me serve customer..

bcz i dun know how to see the code of the price..

tat y lur..

wat i can do was..

arrange those necklace,bracelet..

arranging..snap by cctv..hehe..--->>

after that..nth to do again..

arghh..XIEN!!

so..i try all diamond ring..

my mum's staff tel my mum..
eh,ur daughter think of married d..

she waering diamond ring..haha..

aiyoh,make me so shy nia..
i jz smile then said..no lah..

haha..hmm..

think it twince..

did i think it b4..?nope lah..

not the time yet..hehe..

but..during the moment..

my mind..appear *him* hehe..

i love this^^ --->>

actually i wan pierce earing wan..

but..i scared pain..T_T

so..think 1st..

yeah..

finaly 6 pm aredy..

can bec home aredy..

haha..

take a pic b4 leave..

crazy gurl..hehe..--->>

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sPm resuLt..+.+

taken at my new house..*saw my sunburn on the cheast there* pain..T_T

today..12-o3-2008..

lol..

the day take spm result..

haiz..

see my look..

know that..my result sure veri 'GUD' de lar..

haiz..fel veri embarrassed nia..

summore met a fren..

kep say sad take 11 A ah..

make me more sad..==

haiz..dun say liao dun say aredy..

but..

hapi can met my clsmate n schmate again..

most of them also look more preti ler..

y i still the same..T_T

saw ppl hair so long aredy..but mine..

haiz..i SWAER!i dun wan cut hair liao..

i wan wait til it long..ONI cut!!!

Yer..i sad i sad i sad!!

After take result..

went new house with my parents..

see my new house..

dun know look like wat..-->>

dun know when oni can move in..

my parents veri charm de..

extended their room..

until the bathroom also bigger than my bro room ah..

so gai de..

my mum standing there!haha..--->>

anyway,today..

i reali sad for my exam..

saya menyesal sia!

jz arrive home..

so mani ppl msg n phone how was my result..

i was like..=X..

dun know how to say..

haha..

nvm lah..passed lioa..

as wat my darling said..

it aredy be a reality,dun sad for it le..

we should look forward n not look bec..

so,add more oil in my future bah..

seriously,i reali felt much better after chat with him..

always like that wan!

if i sad or moody..

after chat with him..

i will fine le..=Dhaha..

reali..love him love him..!!

ALOTs nia..hehe..

*i love you*

foR yoU,mY deAR..

After reach home..

reali veri tired..

after bathe..jz lye on the bed..

wah..reali veri siok!

during bathe..

i felt my hand n face like a litlle bit pain..

when i face the mirror..

OMG..sun burned..>.<

my hand hav 2 colour..

my face red like..an apple..

haiz..mz stay at home..

make sure dun get sun anymore..^^

HAizz..but something making me kinda moody too..

act..always when i receive his msg..

i felt so happi..^^

but for today..i'm not reali hapi lur..

Dear..

today,u told me that u wan to interview as a air steward at s'pore air line..

honestly,i reali fel kinda sad de..

fel like crying abit too..

because..if u reali be that..

i reali dun know wether how long we can meet each other once..

i was thinking..

do we din hav the fate can together with each other..

i hope not..

the most important..

i dun know our relationship can such strong or not..
i reali wish can always be with u..

hmm..but..

i know u love air line alot alot..

so..i wont object or disagree ur decide..

and..i 'll always support you..

i guess..this wat a gf reali should do bah..

always support hers lover..^^

i know it was imposible ask u dun go bcz of me..

and i also wont ask u dun go..

or stay for me..NEVER!

because..i wish u hav a great future and can do wat u like..^^

if one day u success..

i'll more happy than you..=]

i wish u can do it..^^

and i sure..u can do it..

as long as u happi,i also happi..

Anyway,i write this..

jz telling u that..

no matter wat happen..

i will always love you..

i rmb u told me b4..

u said i'm angel..and u will be my guardian angel..

until i dun wan u be..i wish u rmb..

i dun wan u leave me..or let me go..pls..

and dear..i'll never regrat being love with you in my long life..

Never n never..

*love you te most*

i wan to hold on to u forever..^^

mwakz..^^

i pAsSed..^^

Yeah!!

i passed my car test..cant imagine i reali passed it.. ------>>

haha..but act..i will fail de..

i did a mistake during 3 point trun,i reverse twice..

but luckily the tester din saw..

wah..lucky lucky..

i wake at 7.15 am today..

wah..was like fel veri pekcek during i woke..

bcz..i dun wan wake..i wan to slp..T_T

but..also get force to wake..

not reali slp wel las nite..

because kinda nervous..

was thinking..

if fail will how how how..

parent will dispointed..

but,i'm reali hapi receive my dear msg early in the morning..^^

thx for the msg yah..=)

haha..but seem like my parent more nervous than me..

when i was bathing..

my dad kep knock the door..

'cynthear faster 8 am aredy..faster fas fas..'

'okay' i answered.

after couple minutes..

'' cynthear faster la,8 am d''

lol!my mum..==

i also not so nervoues..they so nervoes..

hahaha..wake at 7am to give me confidence n support me..

ask me rmb eat breakfast..

rmb take moni..

wah..my mum n dad reali gud..^^so,i tel myself,i should more JIA YOU!!

but i din eat breakfast..forgot take moni..

swt lerr..haha..

i arrive there about 8.30 am..

uncle ask me go register 1st..

hu know..the ppl told me..

'kamu sesi 3 punya,pukul 2 baru mari..'

SWT..=.=

ask me woke so early,now he told me 2 pm oni my turn..

wth..fel like bang the wall..

but wat can i do..

jz sit there n wait lur..

lucky meet new fren there..so we jz talk talk talk..

and the time passed so fast..

2 pm aredy..=D

finaly can register liao..

after register..so the same thing..

sit there n waitthe tester call my name..

so,continue our conversation..

gul's topic..haha...

know alot new fren there..

hav guy hav gurl..

some of them kinda funny de..

i rmb a guy..he reali veri funny..

he study undang book whole nite bcz car exam..

haha..so funny lah..

he sit beside me..because after he drive..My turn..T_T

i was so nervous n scared!until kep sweating..

then he told me..

dun scare..will be alright de..we hav hav confidence !

say we can!then he take my hand up and said..YEAH..

lolz..swt..=.=

funny hor!i also get shocked..

jz smile to him..

and he kep talk talk talk mani mani thing about his college life..

hmm..kinda interesting..

he asked me,where r u going to study..

i answer him,'kl' ..

the he asked,'taylors college'

i said,eii..how u know?

then he said my face look like study there?

swt again..study there hav look wan meh?

anyway,chat with him..make me swt alot..and..laugh alot too..

he was a veri inteligent guy i guess..he get jpa full scolorship ,and going germany to study==

fel like abit..err..when talk to him..haha..

but,his topic all about..studies..!

so fast his turn d..after that me!omg..i more nervous!

so..i phone my dad!hahah..

dad jz teling me dun scared and bla bla bla..

then,i try to clam down my self,n dun nervous.

my trun d..he was bec..T_T

my leg was like dun listen to me..

canot stand....

hahaha..describe til abit over..

hehe..i old my self,try my best..dun scare dun scare..

walk in the car,the 1st thing i did was..

SMILE =) then said..hello,gud afternoon..

i taught the tester veri cool wan..who know..

he smiled to me n said,petang,sudah makan?

i smile said..yah^^ but i hvn eat..hungry nia..

after that..jz drive..

who know met the trafic light DOWN!

spoi de..== anyway,glad i stil can pas..17\20..

i was so happi,and said thx to the tester,then the tester said to me..

'kamu sangat comel hor'

wah..tester also praise me..i fel like..FLY..

i answered him,..kamu juga handsome..!lol!

i guess maybe he also felt..FLY..haha!

but i'm reali hapi,i passed..

but..after this..worry again..

i hvn did the hill n parking wan..

this the section i worried the most..

but,hu know i passed the hill n parking easily..

and! hearly failed during the 3 point turn..== the most easy de..

swt..luckily the tester busy writing di saw me..if not..i sure FAILED..

haha..after pass,the 1st straight phone my mum..

my dad..and..inform my dear for sure..^^

love him =] seriously i hav confident bcz i think of him ...

tml..TEST caR..=.=

Today 09-O3-2008 aredy..

tml my car test aredy..T_T

i scare i scare i scare!

not scare la actually..

nervous sia...!!

today i went practise..

everything going fine..^^

i can pass everry section..

i hope tml also like tat..

hu ask me met a tester that..ANTI_rasuah wan..T_T

but..gud also la..

at least i can do it myself..

btw,i can pass the hill..

i reali wana THANK my dearest darling..^^

bcz..he teach me the method about the hill..

thx dear..=]

anyway,wish i pass lar..

god bless me..!!

oh yah...tml also dear's trial exam..

god bless him too..

wish both of us success ..=]

haiz..mention get him..

make me think of him suddenly..

i reali miss him..

everynight..when i closed my eye..

my mind ful of him..

Dear,i reali misS u .. :)

nEw fRen..*.*

my bad sister took my lasnite slping look!!*i n herbie*--->>

waiting for uncle fetch me..

i look bit fierce without smile..

agree? hehe..--->>

Today i had 2 new fren..^^

xue li n david..

xue li was same age with me,and david 23 years old..

i know them during practise car..

i like xue li alot..kinda nice person she were^^

but i fel abit werid with david..

because..

his attitude n topics..

and the way he start have conversation with me abit..'SPECIAL'..

i rmb..

First,

he walk n sit beside me..

then asked me..

are u xin ying,study chung ling b'w las year?

i said..

'hmm,yah...i know u? u are..?'

''oh!reali was u!i saw ur face at ur sch graduate magezine..!

can u accept me as ur new fren?

i reali wana make fren with u..

i live same taman with u!i jalan 39..

i saw u b4..u played with ur dog at fence there..

i felt u are unit preti n cute..''

he answer me like that..(spoke eng d leh)

then i was like..

+.+ pengsan!swt..

if he saw me at my house b4..

mean that my geli image also saw by him liao..

T_T

omg..like that he also say i preti n cute..

and n dun understand wat mean by the word 'UNIT' preti n cute..?

my fren beside ma also SWT!

maybe she think..'like that also called preti meh..'

hahahaha..

i answer him..

hah?no la..sure can be fren^^

then asked his name..

DAVID lau..hmm..seriously..

i dun reali like "david" this name..

abit common..

lol..who care,not my name also..haha...

but..i fel like abit shy n uneasy during chat with him..

because he kep ask those weird weird question..

like..

u hav bf? i say yah..

then he start those funny question..

u love him ah?y love him?

he love u 1st or u love he 1st..?

why wan love him?wan change bf?

wat kind u wan?like me GUD or not..?

=.=!! WTH..why he so funny..i reali dun know how to answer him lah..

hey,i shy wat when he ask love my bf or not..

kinda alot ppl beside me..

but my heart said..

of course i LOVE my boyfren,not just oni love him..is,i love him alot alot..=)

and for the following question he ask..

i din answered him..jz SMILE!

'ng xin gean' uncle called my name =D

thx god..was my turn to drive!!

yeah..no nid answer him aredy..hehe..

after car practise,uncle fetch me home..

reach hm..bathe..

n lyed on the sofa again..

i realie felt i like a worm nia..

hehe..but!! at this moment..

my hp rang..someone msg me..

LOLz!!david =.=

he said he get my number at the sch magezine..swt..

i replied him,''i'm tired..we chat nex time yah..''

i dun wan lah..dun wan chat with him..

i told my sister..my sister said..

maybe he dun use msg d..

he straight came my house..

i will reali faint if he come..haha..

but i guess wont gua..although he stay reali near my house..

O8-o3-2o08~*

Morning b4 i went market..
my slpy look.. haha..sorry,
my room abit...paiseh paiseh.. -- >>

Prepare go to car practise..^^

This few day,nth much happen..

nth special happen..so..
i dun reali post alot..haha..
but for now..i'm so bored!!
sien sien sien..at home nth to do wat..
was like jz..eat eat eat..and EAT!
hahaha..going to becum pig veri soon liao..
tay y i find something to do..post lur..^^
hehe..today i wake at 8am..
slp at 4am,wake at 8am..so tired..
bcz promise wan fetch my grandma go market..
bt abit regrat..because she wake me up from my sweet dream..
i jz start my sweet dream oni..T_T..
but ok lah,mani ppl praise me at market..
alot auntie uncle said i'm so guai n so gud gul..
fetch grandma to market..hahaha..
my grandma also look like felt so proud ppl said her grandaughter guai...
hehe..

But fel like kinda slpy lur..
but cannot slp..
because uncle said today hav car practise..
so..canot slp..mz prepare..
hu know..after prepared ready..
uncle phone n told me that, heavy rain canceled d..
change tml..lol..but i cant slp aredy..
after sereval time practise..i turn dark liao..T_T
after test..i wan stay at home dun get sun aredy..hehe..
Raining day again..so cold out side there..
cold make me fel like eat ice cream!
xD but my maid said me sot d..so cold wan eat ice cream..
my mum lur buy alot alot ICE CREAm..
make me kep fel like eat ice cream only..
finaly i din eat..bcz..ice cream fat..!haha...
Today daddy bec from jakarta..
go 4 day aredy..
miss him ALOT nia..so happi can see him..=]
he said wan fetch us for dinner..
he promise 7pm will reach home together with mum..
but..UNTIL NOW HVN APPEAR!!always like that..

06-03-2008...~*

Take photo with my herbie b4 i go..^^

Today, 6-03-08..
wah,so fast..10-03-08 mz take my car test aredy..T_T

haha..i wish i can pass the BUKIT section..

i worry i too nervous then..FAIL..

haha..wish me gud luck lar..

waiting for moutain..---->>

my turn my trun..T_T---->>

4more day!!

so..today went practise again lur..

but..today the car i drove..

abit..wat wat wat..lor..

sometime the handbreak cant pul wan..==

the car like that wan..-->>

tml is my trial CAR EXAM...

worry worry worry..

Next week 12-03-08..
OMG..my spm result..=[
But my mum,kep laugh me ah..

she ask me nid take stocking put on head or not..

result no gud shame ma..

cheh..like that wan mother..hahaha..
anyway,come wat may come,and go wat may go..

so,dun care lah..^^

worry too much is no gud..

Today,for me was nothing..

nth special..nth happen..

everything are going fine..

jz..miss him alot..

i'm sure i'll miss him more n more..
cant reali chat alot with him..

but,i also wish dun chat with him..

bcz i hope he can fully concentrate on his studies^^

i not suppose to disturb him de..

so,miss him in heart can liau lur..**

Dear,+u +u..

i draw it..^^ -->>

Today,for my bro..was a veri sad day..

because,he broke with his gf d..

he say his gf dun wan him liao..

with another boy aredy..

so pity oh..

jz start hvn 2 week..now,break lioa..

my mum said,the gurl was so stupid..

my brother so handsome also dun wan..haha..

maybe she heart pain because his son get hurt..

hahaha..few days ago jz saw he cut the a love shape photo n put in his wallet..

din know that my bro so rmantic wan..

shall i do so too..?==hahaha..

bt now..he throw the photo away aredy..

lol..so smal hav gf..i guess..he wont fel hurt too long de gua..

anyway,i wish he wil geting fine veri soon..^^

Sad..i need you..

haiz..today reali make me CRY alot..

i'm reali veri SHUEI la..

so bad luck..!!i hate today..=[

i wake at 11 pm,but i fel my head reali veri pain..

like..dun know how to describe..

but no point..pain also mz go wat..

after prepare,i wait for the uncle..

today hav car practise wat..

1 pm i arrive there..

haiz..today i reali doing BAD!

i failed mani time on moutain!

7time,i success 3 time only..

wth!i can do wel during the previous practise..

y today i cant..arghh...!!

i reali try,but dun know why..

so,get scolded by uncle milion milion time!

monday going to take my car test d,dun know how la!

After car prectise,i reach hm during 5pm..

when i arrive home,my mum ask me accompany her shopping..

bt i decline,bcz the weather was so hot..

and i reali din hav that mood for shopping!

so she went shopping alone..

i planned take a shower 1st and rest..

i jz entered the bathroom,my maid call me..

she said:' saya mahu cuci kereta,bolehkah kamu reverse kereta itu,mami cakap panggil kamu reverse?'

i shouldn't reverse the car!!

but i kepo..i go reverse the car..

when i reverse n wanted to turn..

i crashed my car..and also my mum car..==

omg..i bang two new car..

jz take hm 1 week,i bang it liao..

i should fellow my mum go shopping..i shouldn't drive the car..T_T

u know wat,when i bang it..

i reali veri scared ..

i dun know wat to do,park bec the car..and..phone my mum..

then..CRY!alway cry cry cry..!

for sure,my dad heart will veri pain..

n MORE SURE..i get scolded like hell..

but i dun know wat he scold..

bcz he talk too loud,i cant reali hear in phone..

jz heart..something like ci*** n bla bla bla..

my heart BLEED n HURT!!

although he use to scold ci***..

he love the car more than me..T_T

he mean that?i guess so..

haiz,dun know how to face him when he reached hm tonight..

actually,i sad not because i will get scolded by my parent..

i'm so sad because..y i'm so useless!

recently,my family reali happened alot alot matter!

not family ploblem la..all also financal problem..

not business unsuccess..

jz..this year..my parent nid spend alot money..

new house,house renovation,new car, my studies..

i'm sure he nid alot alot moni..

all also nid moni,beside that..

my relative facing ploblem,also nid our help..

wat happening everyday also nid moni!

few week ago,my uncle accident..

few day ago,my grandma accident..

today..MY TURn!

i dont tml wat cummong soon!

i know i cant help anything..

so i try dun give ploblem..

hu know..i bang both car..==

LOL!!my heart was so PAINFUL see my dad busy working everyday..

haiz..y like that..

i reali dun know wat happened on me recently..

i reali sad..u aren't me..u dun know wat my felling now..

this momment..

i reali fel like wanted hug him and cry..

he are the oni one hu can make me cheers n smile all the time..

i reali need him.. =(

*misS mis miSs*