cheNg MenG. =*)

Time was running so fast,6 more days..

i m going to leave soon..

haiz..haha..this few days reali busy..

busy cheng meng,busy shopping..

i love cheng meng,also dislike cheng meng..

because..

there reali veri veri hot!tak boleh tahan sia!

ON the way to pray my grandma-->>

although there was veri hot..
but,i still wear alot clothes!

i dun wan turn dark..hehe..

jecket+long pants+cap+umbrella..!

hehe..but..still turn a bit dark ==

swt..but at least not so serious lah..hehe.

Friday cheng meng my grandma..

praying praing..-->>

after that went shopping..

was like from the shopping mall open until the mall close..

=D and bought alot thing..

is kinda enjoy sia .^^

but also eat alot too..==

this few days kep eating..

ZzZzZzzz..regrat d..T_T

Satuday go cheng meng my great gandfather..

wake early again..

after that shopping again...

he is going to open the durian with these knife == -->>

Sunday cheng meng my granpa..

TAT REALI HOT!!

summre so crowded.

tat y mz wake early lur..

i jz slpt 2hours only..

veri tired..

2am slp til 4am..

bcz 6 am mz arrive there..

sobs..look like panda d..=[

i SWEAR,strat college,i wan slp b4 12am!!

lol..do u think i can do it? if slp b4 12 pm,maybe i could.

xD hehe.

look at my cute daddy..wei..tat my umbrella..--->>

not reali suit his style i guess.hehe.

u know wat,after cheng meng?

shopping again ==

tired summore can go shopping!

this called,GIRLs..hehe

my life was like jz rotating,repeat repeat n repeated!

i been going the same shopping mall 4 time!swt..

while waiting my turn for pray -->

well,i dun wan go for shopping anymore,

as wat my mum said..

shop more spend more.

hehe..she said she afraid go shopping with me d..

she said,i tak boleh than u,u wan shopping,ask husband bring u go nex time.

but..i din hav husband wat..

go find 1..= =

haha.anyways,this few days,mani thing happen.

sad n happi..tired but enjoy.

but,overall..i'm happy lar =D

never letting myself sad,try to be happi ..^^

although i'm busy,but i still *misS yoU*..

shOppIng liFe *.*

kinda a long time din post le..
this few day few so lazy and busy sia..
wat kind of business make me busy??
haha..SHOPPING !
time passing so fas..
nid to start study again..
btw,i'm kinda happi..
and quite look forward for my college life..
and reali looking forward to be with u too.. :)
but something sad also..
going to leave..haiz..
this few days,see my mum..
i felt she look like kinda sad and moody..
loook like..
reluctant to let me go..
hahaha..
ppl hvn go,she ask me when wana cum bec d..==
hehe..haiz..actually,i also sad wan to go there..
but..happi more than sad..seriously..
=X hehe
hmm..this few day reali tired..
kep shopping shopping n SHOPPING!
go out with fren..
1 by 1 said i wana go kl d..
wan make a farewell..
lol..taught i din came bec d mah..
kl so near only..wan everyday cum bec also can..
err,sorry,talk too much..
hehe..
but okie la,so that i can buy my thing..
cz nid buy mani stuff..
college stuff lah..
like stationary and clothes..
beside that,also nid buy mani mani thing..
shampoo la,pillow la,blanket la..
and bla bla bla!
seriously,i reali like going to move my whole cupboard there..
haha.. haiz..din reali hav a beg can put all these thing..
i think i should get a new luggage hold..
gurl wat,sure alot stuff wan lars..
anyway,i enjoy packing!
hehe..i love packing since i was small..
kinda weird right?
perhaps,yea..=]
hmm..
tml wan go pray my grandmother at penang..
cheng meng cheng meng..
after tat go shopping again ==
i need i wan 2 new beg,a new watch,2 new shoe ^^
then everything done..^.*
wahh..going to hav fun tml..
sure alot food there!!
lol..eat again..haha
saturday cheng meng my grandpa,
and sunday cheng meng my great great-grandfather..
haiz..so mani cheng meng need to go..
sure sun burn again >.<>
T_T sun block not reali use to me.. after apply it..
also will turn dark..
so..i think i nid to wear a jecket,long pants,n a cap!
oh yah,along with a umbrella too..(:
yea,gud idea.. jz..maybe inside will burning gua..
so hot!! wonder tat i will fainted or not..
aiyah,nvm lah..sweating is gud for health..
lolz..=.= swt.. talking nonsence again..paiseh paiseh..

*~..Go moviE wiTh him..~*

Ahh..veri tired..
jz took my bathe..hehe..
seem like few days din post le..
busy wat..xDhaha..
jz bec form movie..
go with my monitor..
nope.. suppose said ex-monitor..
haha..he going AUS for study this monday..
said wan invite me watch movie..
hmm.. actually i dun reali wanted to go..
because..dun reali hav amood for movie..
but..haiyo..ppl ask for..go lar..
can watch free movie wor..
heheeh..hmm.. kinda long din go cinema d..
so..go lur..at hm also nth to do..
because my mum not free so..
i drive go.. ALONE..==my 1st time..hehe..
i scare lah.. but..actually,not so scary lar..
now i prefer alone.. if with my parent..
they sure..kep bal bal bal beside me..
hehe..but,seriously.. not reali enjoy the movie..
n..shopping with him.. wth..he lied me!
he said went out with 1group fren.
who know.. when i arrived there..
he tel me.. jz BOTH OF US..
@3%*&%$#@?...haiz..
knew d also no use.. wat can i do?
so..go watch movie with him..
eat..then..shopping lor..
1more thing make me more GERAM..
he bought couple sit..== OMG..later ppl taught i was his..
T_T saya tak mau..dunwan dunwan.
i ask him..y u buy couple sit wor..!!i dun wan..!!
but the ans he gave me reali make me fel like bang the wall..
he ans:' aiyah i knew lar,u dun wan sit couple sit with me,u wan couple with me only..isit?'
WTH..!!u know wat..i reali fel like kick him out the cinema.. we watch SHUTTER..
not reali scary but also consider a horror movie.. he sit veri near me..==
he said that..HE SCARED..!!
swt.. summore share 1 box popcorn with him..
thne i tel him,i dunwan share lah,i wan 1 box..
(bcz he sit veri near,i fel reali uneasy)
i jz joke la..he reali go buy..==
hmm..abit paiseh with him nia..hehe..
but seriously,the moment he leave,was the moment i felt most comfortable..
haha..aiyer..i so bad.. no m,ah,i reali dun like ppl sit too near with me..
unles..sm1 special for me lar..^^
after the movie we jz walk around..
yerrr..ui saw alot thing i wana buy..
shoe..cloths..beg..T_T but he there,i cant buy..cheh..!!
nvm..tml go again..haha..
haiz..sad case mani ppl taught i m his GF!!
i'm not..@@ i saw alot fren there..thay also taught..
i m his gf..i told them no lah..reali not..
but..they dun belive..T_T haiz..nvm lah..
1day they will know..
he not my BF! my bf..
always was HIm**
only HIm^^

sad,moody,cried,----Leave.

Hmm..this few day i fel so moody..

du reali hav a mood!!

my heart felt veri uneasy..

i FELT like CRY!

but..my tears cannot drop..

wth..pls tell em what's going on.

i knew wat make me so sad actually..

i can FELT it..

felling..nvr will be false.

but,i dare not face the reality..

and what's reali happened..

i dun wan..=[

haiz..

reali no mood SIA!!!

i hate the felling..

but..i reali cant smile..

no even 1 smile for my day..

I dun wan this..

i reali felt like crying..

perhaps,the pain make me dun know how to cry.

No one know my felling,

i'm suffer..

shall i forgot it?

take it as a memory n start my new life?

Perhaps..it was the best way for me..

the happiness b4,no longer belongs to me in future..

I reali miss the moment.

*Dear,u sick sick must take care urself yah,fas Fas recover oh*

---SundaY---

Today is sunday..

hmm..dun know why..

since i awake til now..

not reali n a gud mood..

haiz..

Since my mum doesn't work today..

so..we do creampuff!

haha..because..

my dad love creampuff alot..

tat y my mum learn!

hahaha..baking..baking..--->>

Anyway,veri enjoy doing that..

veri fun ler..

but i do until..

abit geli la..when me squeeze the stuff into a shape..

hahaha..

but..the taste not bad lar..

make by ownself ler..

sure mz praise myself abit..

heheeh..

da lang!! done --->>

hehe..

1st time did this..

okie d lar..hor..hehe..

During afternoon..

my dad home..because of the creampuff..==

normaly,i jz can see him after the sun set..

lol..sound like ghost sia..

hahaha..

bz he busy wat..hehe..

today since both of them also free..

we went some furniture shop for hav alook..

because my dad wanna know wat kind furniture we wan for our bed room..

hehe..Before that..we went our new house 1st..

because we nid know the measurement of batheroom b4 order the bathtub..

my opposite house..the owner hav alot car..

haha..so rich..!

he drive fairladyz man..==

so yeng..hahahah..

hmm..for a 60++ years old's old man..

i guess..he not veri suitable gua..

hehehe..summore stick those sticker..

hmm..and write the..'FIRE MOUTIAN'

no idea wat it mean by..

hahaha..

After this,send my bro sister to swiming lesson..

my bro n sister ..so cute..--->>

then go dinner..

tat all..

my day passed simple n happy..^^

For now..nth to do liao..

yesterday din chat alot with him..

miss him..lol..

i everyday also miss him wan lar..

hahahaha...

then ppl reali miss him wat..=D

SatuRday..^^

Look for yesterday..^^ my face like pau!!Yesterday fel veri tired..tat y i din post..

lazy..but today nth to do..

so..i post lur..hehe..

hmm..Yesterday i woke at 6am..

agrhhh..veri slpy lea..

but also nid to wake..

because 7 am mz arrive penang..

today i SIONG KAI ah..

tat y mz go penang pray..

so,muzt wake early..

the woman in pink(centre)was my new godmother..^^--->>

she gave me angpow..rm518 ler..

wow..for me..

it consider alot liao..

ot bad also this godmother..hehe..^^

Hmm..but wake so early not bad also..

because..early in the morning can hear his voise..^^

i felt so sweet in my heart..

yestarday..my dear also woke at 6am..

hmm..kinda pity him lur..

mz wake so early for the interview..

seriously,i also veri nervous during he interview..

I'm so GAN JEONG sia!!

he send me the 1st msg when i having my breakfast..

he told me that he Passed the 1st interview..

(i smile)

after couple hours,he send me a msg again..

he told me that he passed the 2nd interview..

(i'm so happy..haha)

i can felt his nervous and his felling..
anyway,i dun wait for the 4 3rd msg d..
because Iknow he sure can do it..
he CAN :)
Finaly,
he passed the interview..
Congratz my dear..^^

did a gud job..=]
he is EXCELLENT!!

But,he going end of april..

on the moment,i think..

how my life is after he go?

hmm..

i'll take care my self..Keep going,dun look back..^.<

he fight for his future,i also should work hard for my future too..^^

hehe..for surely is..i'll miss him..alot alot alot..

and,i'll always love him..Always!!

Dear,no matter how long u wan me to wait for you,
i will wait til u come bec to my heart n by my side..^^

Nvm la,we still hav sereval time to enjoy and together..

so,jz appericaite the time that belongs to us..*.*

Anyway,

his happiness,his smile..

was the sources i'm happy..

Because,i love him.

Tat all..^^

1sT timE droVe..=)

Today,i woke veri early.. bcz..somebody come my house..
the uncle who teach me drive..^^
he told me my P reardy d.. so he send it for me..=]
finaly,i hav my P aredy.. finaly..i can drive out aredy..
Yeah,i no nid drive taman d..^^ i wan drive OUT THE TAMAn!
i wan i wan i wan!! haha..but my parents not home..
so cannot.. alone?no! cant lah.. later my car bcum half.. hehe..

Glad my uncle came^^
he said..he can accompany me drive go out..
summore can drive highway..can drive fast fast!
lol..jz take P..wan learn ppl drive fast fast..
later mati tengah jalan..
choi!touch wood touch wood..! haha..
my uncle said he veri willing accompy me..
he said he no scare die..==
hey,wat does he means by 'dun scare die'.. haha..
but..mz treat him eat dinner..
wat kind or uncle he was.. haha..
anyway,i also promise him..
because i wan to drive..!haha..

i kep seing my lisence..
hmm..i told my dad..
daddy,my lisence nice also hor? lolz..
i mean my photo nice.. hahaha..
yer..beh paiseh.. no la..was joking oni..^^

so..i fast fast take my shower..
n prepare my first drove.. hehe..i fel veri excited!
but actually..i fel veri scared also..
i scare u bang my car again.. if i bang it again..
i sure kena PANCUNG KEPALA!
haha..my dad veri charm.. after i bang his both car..
he buy more 1 pair 'P' n stick on myvi..
act is stick lancer n vios wan.. now..myvi also hav P..
understand his meaning nah..? haha..
but today my mum drove myvi d.. mean that..
leave vios n lancer oni can let me drove..
imposible i drive estima wat..==
omg..since that day i bang both car..
seriously,i reali hav abit afraid drive that car..
T_T but..i still wanna drive!
hehehe.. but..i reali din know that..
during 5pm..so mani car wan..==
seriously,i scare! my heart jumping non-stop..!
expecially when i saw lorry.. hehe..i guess i reali nid drive alot..
one day i sure can drive well der..^^
anyway,i enjoy driving today.. hehe..
maybe ppl will think.. jz drive few round also so happy meh..
no drive b4 ah..so love driving meh..
but..i'm reali veri happy..
hmm..jz like a baby jz learn know how to walk..
also veri happi wat..and also love to walk around..
so, same case sia =]