SatuRday..^^

Look for yesterday..^^ my face like pau!!Yesterday fel veri tired..tat y i din post..

lazy..but today nth to do..

so..i post lur..hehe..

hmm..Yesterday i woke at 6am..

agrhhh..veri slpy lea..

but also nid to wake..

because 7 am mz arrive penang..

today i SIONG KAI ah..

tat y mz go penang pray..

so,muzt wake early..

the woman in pink(centre)was my new godmother..^^--->>

she gave me angpow..rm518 ler..

wow..for me..

it consider alot liao..

ot bad also this godmother..hehe..^^

Hmm..but wake so early not bad also..

because..early in the morning can hear his voise..^^

i felt so sweet in my heart..

yestarday..my dear also woke at 6am..

hmm..kinda pity him lur..

mz wake so early for the interview..

seriously,i also veri nervous during he interview..

I'm so GAN JEONG sia!!

he send me the 1st msg when i having my breakfast..

he told me that he Passed the 1st interview..

(i smile)

after couple hours,he send me a msg again..

he told me that he passed the 2nd interview..

(i'm so happy..haha)

i can felt his nervous and his felling..
anyway,i dun wait for the 4 3rd msg d..
because Iknow he sure can do it..
he CAN :)
Finaly,
he passed the interview..
Congratz my dear..^^

did a gud job..=]
he is EXCELLENT!!

But,he going end of april..

on the moment,i think..

how my life is after he go?

hmm..

i'll take care my self..Keep going,dun look back..^.<

he fight for his future,i also should work hard for my future too..^^

hehe..for surely is..i'll miss him..alot alot alot..

and,i'll always love him..Always!!

Dear,no matter how long u wan me to wait for you,
i will wait til u come bec to my heart n by my side..^^

Nvm la,we still hav sereval time to enjoy and together..

so,jz appericaite the time that belongs to us..*.*

Anyway,

his happiness,his smile..

was the sources i'm happy..

Because,i love him.

Tat all..^^

1sT timE droVe..=)

Today,i woke veri early.. bcz..somebody come my house..
the uncle who teach me drive..^^
he told me my P reardy d.. so he send it for me..=]
finaly,i hav my P aredy.. finaly..i can drive out aredy..
Yeah,i no nid drive taman d..^^ i wan drive OUT THE TAMAn!
i wan i wan i wan!! haha..but my parents not home..
so cannot.. alone?no! cant lah.. later my car bcum half.. hehe..

Glad my uncle came^^
he said..he can accompany me drive go out..
summore can drive highway..can drive fast fast!
lol..jz take P..wan learn ppl drive fast fast..
later mati tengah jalan..
choi!touch wood touch wood..! haha..
my uncle said he veri willing accompy me..
he said he no scare die..==
hey,wat does he means by 'dun scare die'.. haha..
but..mz treat him eat dinner..
wat kind or uncle he was.. haha..
anyway,i also promise him..
because i wan to drive..!haha..

i kep seing my lisence..
hmm..i told my dad..
daddy,my lisence nice also hor? lolz..
i mean my photo nice.. hahaha..
yer..beh paiseh.. no la..was joking oni..^^

so..i fast fast take my shower..
n prepare my first drove.. hehe..i fel veri excited!
but actually..i fel veri scared also..
i scare u bang my car again.. if i bang it again..
i sure kena PANCUNG KEPALA!
haha..my dad veri charm.. after i bang his both car..
he buy more 1 pair 'P' n stick on myvi..
act is stick lancer n vios wan.. now..myvi also hav P..
understand his meaning nah..? haha..
but today my mum drove myvi d.. mean that..
leave vios n lancer oni can let me drove..
imposible i drive estima wat..==
omg..since that day i bang both car..
seriously,i reali hav abit afraid drive that car..
T_T but..i still wanna drive!
hehehe.. but..i reali din know that..
during 5pm..so mani car wan..==
seriously,i scare! my heart jumping non-stop..!
expecially when i saw lorry.. hehe..i guess i reali nid drive alot..
one day i sure can drive well der..^^
anyway,i enjoy driving today.. hehe..
maybe ppl will think.. jz drive few round also so happy meh..
no drive b4 ah..so love driving meh..
but..i'm reali veri happy..
hmm..jz like a baby jz learn know how to walk..
also veri happi wat..and also love to walk around..
so, same case sia =]

woRking daYs..*.*

Today i went working..^^

haha..

----> my mum shop..hehe..

lol..working also so happi meh..

no mah..because at least not so boring wat..

haha..so,i went my mum shop working..but..who know..

also veri boring..nth to do want..

they summore dun let me serve customer..

bcz i dun know how to see the code of the price..

tat y lur..

wat i can do was..

arrange those necklace,bracelet..

arranging..snap by cctv..hehe..--->>

after that..nth to do again..

arghh..XIEN!!

so..i try all diamond ring..

my mum's staff tel my mum..
eh,ur daughter think of married d..

she waering diamond ring..haha..

aiyoh,make me so shy nia..
i jz smile then said..no lah..

haha..hmm..

think it twince..

did i think it b4..?nope lah..

not the time yet..hehe..

but..during the moment..

my mind..appear *him* hehe..

i love this^^ --->>

actually i wan pierce earing wan..

but..i scared pain..T_T

so..think 1st..

yeah..

finaly 6 pm aredy..

can bec home aredy..

haha..

take a pic b4 leave..

crazy gurl..hehe..--->>

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sPm resuLt..+.+

taken at my new house..*saw my sunburn on the cheast there* pain..T_T

today..12-o3-2008..

lol..

the day take spm result..

haiz..

see my look..

know that..my result sure veri 'GUD' de lar..

haiz..fel veri embarrassed nia..

summore met a fren..

kep say sad take 11 A ah..

make me more sad..==

haiz..dun say liao dun say aredy..

but..

hapi can met my clsmate n schmate again..

most of them also look more preti ler..

y i still the same..T_T

saw ppl hair so long aredy..but mine..

haiz..i SWAER!i dun wan cut hair liao..

i wan wait til it long..ONI cut!!!

Yer..i sad i sad i sad!!

After take result..

went new house with my parents..

see my new house..

dun know look like wat..-->>

dun know when oni can move in..

my parents veri charm de..

extended their room..

until the bathroom also bigger than my bro room ah..

so gai de..

my mum standing there!haha..--->>

anyway,today..

i reali sad for my exam..

saya menyesal sia!

jz arrive home..

so mani ppl msg n phone how was my result..

i was like..=X..

dun know how to say..

haha..

nvm lah..passed lioa..

as wat my darling said..

it aredy be a reality,dun sad for it le..

we should look forward n not look bec..

so,add more oil in my future bah..

seriously,i reali felt much better after chat with him..

always like that wan!

if i sad or moody..

after chat with him..

i will fine le..=Dhaha..

reali..love him love him..!!

ALOTs nia..hehe..

*i love you*

foR yoU,mY deAR..

After reach home..

reali veri tired..

after bathe..jz lye on the bed..

wah..reali veri siok!

during bathe..

i felt my hand n face like a litlle bit pain..

when i face the mirror..

OMG..sun burned..>.<

my hand hav 2 colour..

my face red like..an apple..

haiz..mz stay at home..

make sure dun get sun anymore..^^

HAizz..but something making me kinda moody too..

act..always when i receive his msg..

i felt so happi..^^

but for today..i'm not reali hapi lur..

Dear..

today,u told me that u wan to interview as a air steward at s'pore air line..

honestly,i reali fel kinda sad de..

fel like crying abit too..

because..if u reali be that..

i reali dun know wether how long we can meet each other once..

i was thinking..

do we din hav the fate can together with each other..

i hope not..

the most important..

i dun know our relationship can such strong or not..
i reali wish can always be with u..

hmm..but..

i know u love air line alot alot..

so..i wont object or disagree ur decide..

and..i 'll always support you..

i guess..this wat a gf reali should do bah..

always support hers lover..^^

i know it was imposible ask u dun go bcz of me..

and i also wont ask u dun go..

or stay for me..NEVER!

because..i wish u hav a great future and can do wat u like..^^

if one day u success..

i'll more happy than you..=]

i wish u can do it..^^

and i sure..u can do it..

as long as u happi,i also happi..

Anyway,i write this..

jz telling u that..

no matter wat happen..

i will always love you..

i rmb u told me b4..

u said i'm angel..and u will be my guardian angel..

until i dun wan u be..i wish u rmb..

i dun wan u leave me..or let me go..pls..

and dear..i'll never regrat being love with you in my long life..

Never n never..

*love you te most*

i wan to hold on to u forever..^^

mwakz..^^

i pAsSed..^^

Yeah!!

i passed my car test..cant imagine i reali passed it.. ------>>

haha..but act..i will fail de..

i did a mistake during 3 point trun,i reverse twice..

but luckily the tester din saw..

wah..lucky lucky..

i wake at 7.15 am today..

wah..was like fel veri pekcek during i woke..

bcz..i dun wan wake..i wan to slp..T_T

but..also get force to wake..

not reali slp wel las nite..

because kinda nervous..

was thinking..

if fail will how how how..

parent will dispointed..

but,i'm reali hapi receive my dear msg early in the morning..^^

thx for the msg yah..=)

haha..but seem like my parent more nervous than me..

when i was bathing..

my dad kep knock the door..

'cynthear faster 8 am aredy..faster fas fas..'

'okay' i answered.

after couple minutes..

'' cynthear faster la,8 am d''

lol!my mum..==

i also not so nervoues..they so nervoes..

hahaha..wake at 7am to give me confidence n support me..

ask me rmb eat breakfast..

rmb take moni..

wah..my mum n dad reali gud..^^so,i tel myself,i should more JIA YOU!!

but i din eat breakfast..forgot take moni..

swt lerr..haha..

i arrive there about 8.30 am..

uncle ask me go register 1st..

hu know..the ppl told me..

'kamu sesi 3 punya,pukul 2 baru mari..'

SWT..=.=

ask me woke so early,now he told me 2 pm oni my turn..

wth..fel like bang the wall..

but wat can i do..

jz sit there n wait lur..

lucky meet new fren there..so we jz talk talk talk..

and the time passed so fast..

2 pm aredy..=D

finaly can register liao..

after register..so the same thing..

sit there n waitthe tester call my name..

so,continue our conversation..

gul's topic..haha...

know alot new fren there..

hav guy hav gurl..

some of them kinda funny de..

i rmb a guy..he reali veri funny..

he study undang book whole nite bcz car exam..

haha..so funny lah..

he sit beside me..because after he drive..My turn..T_T

i was so nervous n scared!until kep sweating..

then he told me..

dun scare..will be alright de..we hav hav confidence !

say we can!then he take my hand up and said..YEAH..

lolz..swt..=.=

funny hor!i also get shocked..

jz smile to him..

and he kep talk talk talk mani mani thing about his college life..

hmm..kinda interesting..

he asked me,where r u going to study..

i answer him,'kl' ..

the he asked,'taylors college'

i said,eii..how u know?

then he said my face look like study there?

swt again..study there hav look wan meh?

anyway,chat with him..make me swt alot..and..laugh alot too..

he was a veri inteligent guy i guess..he get jpa full scolorship ,and going germany to study==

fel like abit..err..when talk to him..haha..

but,his topic all about..studies..!

so fast his turn d..after that me!omg..i more nervous!

so..i phone my dad!hahah..

dad jz teling me dun scared and bla bla bla..

then,i try to clam down my self,n dun nervous.

my trun d..he was bec..T_T

my leg was like dun listen to me..

canot stand....

hahaha..describe til abit over..

hehe..i old my self,try my best..dun scare dun scare..

walk in the car,the 1st thing i did was..

SMILE =) then said..hello,gud afternoon..

i taught the tester veri cool wan..who know..

he smiled to me n said,petang,sudah makan?

i smile said..yah^^ but i hvn eat..hungry nia..

after that..jz drive..

who know met the trafic light DOWN!

spoi de..== anyway,glad i stil can pas..17\20..

i was so happi,and said thx to the tester,then the tester said to me..

'kamu sangat comel hor'

wah..tester also praise me..i fel like..FLY..

i answered him,..kamu juga handsome..!lol!

i guess maybe he also felt..FLY..haha!

but i'm reali hapi,i passed..

but..after this..worry again..

i hvn did the hill n parking wan..

this the section i worried the most..

but,hu know i passed the hill n parking easily..

and! hearly failed during the 3 point turn..== the most easy de..

swt..luckily the tester busy writing di saw me..if not..i sure FAILED..

haha..after pass,the 1st straight phone my mum..

my dad..and..inform my dear for sure..^^

love him =] seriously i hav confident bcz i think of him ...

tml..TEST caR..=.=

Today 09-O3-2008 aredy..

tml my car test aredy..T_T

i scare i scare i scare!

not scare la actually..

nervous sia...!!

today i went practise..

everything going fine..^^

i can pass everry section..

i hope tml also like tat..

hu ask me met a tester that..ANTI_rasuah wan..T_T

but..gud also la..

at least i can do it myself..

btw,i can pass the hill..

i reali wana THANK my dearest darling..^^

bcz..he teach me the method about the hill..

thx dear..=]

anyway,wish i pass lar..

god bless me..!!

oh yah...tml also dear's trial exam..

god bless him too..

wish both of us success ..=]

haiz..mention get him..

make me think of him suddenly..

i reali miss him..

everynight..when i closed my eye..

my mind ful of him..

Dear,i reali misS u .. :)