nEw fRen..*.*

my bad sister took my lasnite slping look!!*i n herbie*--->>

waiting for uncle fetch me..

i look bit fierce without smile..

agree? hehe..--->>

Today i had 2 new fren..^^

xue li n david..

xue li was same age with me,and david 23 years old..

i know them during practise car..

i like xue li alot..kinda nice person she were^^

but i fel abit werid with david..

because..

his attitude n topics..

and the way he start have conversation with me abit..'SPECIAL'..

i rmb..

First,

he walk n sit beside me..

then asked me..

are u xin ying,study chung ling b'w las year?

i said..

'hmm,yah...i know u? u are..?'

''oh!reali was u!i saw ur face at ur sch graduate magezine..!

can u accept me as ur new fren?

i reali wana make fren with u..

i live same taman with u!i jalan 39..

i saw u b4..u played with ur dog at fence there..

i felt u are unit preti n cute..''

he answer me like that..(spoke eng d leh)

then i was like..

+.+ pengsan!swt..

if he saw me at my house b4..

mean that my geli image also saw by him liao..

T_T

omg..like that he also say i preti n cute..

and n dun understand wat mean by the word 'UNIT' preti n cute..?

my fren beside ma also SWT!

maybe she think..'like that also called preti meh..'

hahahaha..

i answer him..

hah?no la..sure can be fren^^

then asked his name..

DAVID lau..hmm..seriously..

i dun reali like "david" this name..

abit common..

lol..who care,not my name also..haha...

but..i fel like abit shy n uneasy during chat with him..

because he kep ask those weird weird question..

like..

u hav bf? i say yah..

then he start those funny question..

u love him ah?y love him?

he love u 1st or u love he 1st..?

why wan love him?wan change bf?

wat kind u wan?like me GUD or not..?

=.=!! WTH..why he so funny..i reali dun know how to answer him lah..

hey,i shy wat when he ask love my bf or not..

kinda alot ppl beside me..

but my heart said..

of course i LOVE my boyfren,not just oni love him..is,i love him alot alot..=)

and for the following question he ask..

i din answered him..jz SMILE!

'ng xin gean' uncle called my name =D

thx god..was my turn to drive!!

yeah..no nid answer him aredy..hehe..

after car practise,uncle fetch me home..

reach hm..bathe..

n lyed on the sofa again..

i realie felt i like a worm nia..

hehe..but!! at this moment..

my hp rang..someone msg me..

LOLz!!david =.=

he said he get my number at the sch magezine..swt..

i replied him,''i'm tired..we chat nex time yah..''

i dun wan lah..dun wan chat with him..

i told my sister..my sister said..

maybe he dun use msg d..

he straight came my house..

i will reali faint if he come..haha..

but i guess wont gua..although he stay reali near my house..

O8-o3-2o08~*

Morning b4 i went market..
my slpy look.. haha..sorry,
my room abit...paiseh paiseh.. -- >>

Prepare go to car practise..^^

This few day,nth much happen..

nth special happen..so..
i dun reali post alot..haha..
but for now..i'm so bored!!
sien sien sien..at home nth to do wat..
was like jz..eat eat eat..and EAT!
hahaha..going to becum pig veri soon liao..
tay y i find something to do..post lur..^^
hehe..today i wake at 8am..
slp at 4am,wake at 8am..so tired..
bcz promise wan fetch my grandma go market..
bt abit regrat..because she wake me up from my sweet dream..
i jz start my sweet dream oni..T_T..
but ok lah,mani ppl praise me at market..
alot auntie uncle said i'm so guai n so gud gul..
fetch grandma to market..hahaha..
my grandma also look like felt so proud ppl said her grandaughter guai...
hehe..

But fel like kinda slpy lur..
but cannot slp..
because uncle said today hav car practise..
so..canot slp..mz prepare..
hu know..after prepared ready..
uncle phone n told me that, heavy rain canceled d..
change tml..lol..but i cant slp aredy..
after sereval time practise..i turn dark liao..T_T
after test..i wan stay at home dun get sun aredy..hehe..
Raining day again..so cold out side there..
cold make me fel like eat ice cream!
xD but my maid said me sot d..so cold wan eat ice cream..
my mum lur buy alot alot ICE CREAm..
make me kep fel like eat ice cream only..
finaly i din eat..bcz..ice cream fat..!haha...
Today daddy bec from jakarta..
go 4 day aredy..
miss him ALOT nia..so happi can see him..=]
he said wan fetch us for dinner..
he promise 7pm will reach home together with mum..
but..UNTIL NOW HVN APPEAR!!always like that..

06-03-2008...~*

Take photo with my herbie b4 i go..^^

Today, 6-03-08..
wah,so fast..10-03-08 mz take my car test aredy..T_T

haha..i wish i can pass the BUKIT section..

i worry i too nervous then..FAIL..

haha..wish me gud luck lar..

waiting for moutain..---->>

my turn my trun..T_T---->>

4more day!!

so..today went practise again lur..

but..today the car i drove..

abit..wat wat wat..lor..

sometime the handbreak cant pul wan..==

the car like that wan..-->>

tml is my trial CAR EXAM...

worry worry worry..

Next week 12-03-08..
OMG..my spm result..=[
But my mum,kep laugh me ah..

she ask me nid take stocking put on head or not..

result no gud shame ma..

cheh..like that wan mother..hahaha..
anyway,come wat may come,and go wat may go..

so,dun care lah..^^

worry too much is no gud..

Today,for me was nothing..

nth special..nth happen..

everything are going fine..

jz..miss him alot..

i'm sure i'll miss him more n more..
cant reali chat alot with him..

but,i also wish dun chat with him..

bcz i hope he can fully concentrate on his studies^^

i not suppose to disturb him de..

so,miss him in heart can liau lur..**

Dear,+u +u..

i draw it..^^ -->>

Today,for my bro..was a veri sad day..

because,he broke with his gf d..

he say his gf dun wan him liao..

with another boy aredy..

so pity oh..

jz start hvn 2 week..now,break lioa..

my mum said,the gurl was so stupid..

my brother so handsome also dun wan..haha..

maybe she heart pain because his son get hurt..

hahaha..few days ago jz saw he cut the a love shape photo n put in his wallet..

din know that my bro so rmantic wan..

shall i do so too..?==hahaha..

bt now..he throw the photo away aredy..

lol..so smal hav gf..i guess..he wont fel hurt too long de gua..

anyway,i wish he wil geting fine veri soon..^^

Sad..i need you..

haiz..today reali make me CRY alot..

i'm reali veri SHUEI la..

so bad luck..!!i hate today..=[

i wake at 11 pm,but i fel my head reali veri pain..

like..dun know how to describe..

but no point..pain also mz go wat..

after prepare,i wait for the uncle..

today hav car practise wat..

1 pm i arrive there..

haiz..today i reali doing BAD!

i failed mani time on moutain!

7time,i success 3 time only..

wth!i can do wel during the previous practise..

y today i cant..arghh...!!

i reali try,but dun know why..

so,get scolded by uncle milion milion time!

monday going to take my car test d,dun know how la!

After car prectise,i reach hm during 5pm..

when i arrive home,my mum ask me accompany her shopping..

bt i decline,bcz the weather was so hot..

and i reali din hav that mood for shopping!

so she went shopping alone..

i planned take a shower 1st and rest..

i jz entered the bathroom,my maid call me..

she said:' saya mahu cuci kereta,bolehkah kamu reverse kereta itu,mami cakap panggil kamu reverse?'

i shouldn't reverse the car!!

but i kepo..i go reverse the car..

when i reverse n wanted to turn..

i crashed my car..and also my mum car..==

omg..i bang two new car..

jz take hm 1 week,i bang it liao..

i should fellow my mum go shopping..i shouldn't drive the car..T_T

u know wat,when i bang it..

i reali veri scared ..

i dun know wat to do,park bec the car..and..phone my mum..

then..CRY!alway cry cry cry..!

for sure,my dad heart will veri pain..

n MORE SURE..i get scolded like hell..

but i dun know wat he scold..

bcz he talk too loud,i cant reali hear in phone..

jz heart..something like ci*** n bla bla bla..

my heart BLEED n HURT!!

although he use to scold ci***..

he love the car more than me..T_T

he mean that?i guess so..

haiz,dun know how to face him when he reached hm tonight..

actually,i sad not because i will get scolded by my parent..

i'm so sad because..y i'm so useless!

recently,my family reali happened alot alot matter!

not family ploblem la..all also financal problem..

not business unsuccess..

jz..this year..my parent nid spend alot money..

new house,house renovation,new car, my studies..

i'm sure he nid alot alot moni..

all also nid moni,beside that..

my relative facing ploblem,also nid our help..

wat happening everyday also nid moni!

few week ago,my uncle accident..

few day ago,my grandma accident..

today..MY TURn!

i dont tml wat cummong soon!

i know i cant help anything..

so i try dun give ploblem..

hu know..i bang both car..==

LOL!!my heart was so PAINFUL see my dad busy working everyday..

haiz..y like that..

i reali dun know wat happened on me recently..

i reali sad..u aren't me..u dun know wat my felling now..

this momment..

i reali fel like wanted hug him and cry..

he are the oni one hu can make me cheers n smile all the time..

i reali need him.. =(

*misS mis miSs*

boring day..

Today,i woke at 6pm..
hahaha..
wat a sweet slp yesterday..
i dream alot alot thing..maybe think too much during day time..
hehe..but,i also wake for sereval time..
my fren la!kep phone me..
and when i pick the phone..he answer..:' is the time go to TOILET..'
wth.. *&@#!#..
fel like eat him up!
although i on silent,and put it in the drawer..
but dun know why..when it vibrate i still can hear..=.=
din know that my ear so GENG..
i din pick up the phone..but i aslo cant slp..T_T
swt..nex time i should put my ph out there..
haha..
he was too free i guess..
so..i straight turn off my phone..
and continue my slp until 6pm..
hehehe..

*i wish i can hav a nice day today..^^
i dun wan be moody anymore..
and also wish can chat alot with him today..
i reali miss him alot..*

okay,is the time for tuisyen again..
so,stop here^^

sunday..^^

Yesterday when i reach hm..

it was abit late..so..i lazy post ..

hehehe..

also nth interest happen..

so,din write lur..

jz dun know y..

my heart fel like uneasy tis few day..

jz fel like,

something bad going happen..

i sued to fel so,and..reali happed..

haiz..this year reali kinda bad luck for my family..

and for myself too..

alot alot bad thing happened..

but i'm lucky to hav him accompany me when i was down...

i wish..always also hav him be with me..

aiyah,dun think too much..!!

anyway,i hope everything will geting fine veri soon..

Oh yah,yesterday,my sister invite a fren came to my house..

OMG..she was so preti sia!!

reali..haha..her voise are so soft n so sweet..

i like her alot..hehe..

i hope i can like her..

so preti so cute so polite..

soo sweett..-->>

haha..

but,if let me choose..

i still wana be cynthear..

i enjoy wat i having now..=]

expecially,my dear..^^

Nite,i went my uncle house..

they serve us steambot ..haha..-->>>

i enjoy eating there..and met again my cousin..

reali LONG TIME DIN SEE them!

all grow aredy..haha..

cousin bro also going taller than me ..

haiz..fel abit..OLD aredy..hehe..

But,one thing make me so sad..

they taught i'm my uncle's GF!!

lolz..he was 37 n i only 18 oni k..

M i look like this fellow gf??!!---->>

hahaha..bcz he used to bring alot those young 'China gul' hm..

taught i m china gul..= =

maybe she din see for a long period gua..

But,they me changed alot..

say me becum more preti liao!xD

hahaha..sure happi lar..

got ppl praise me wat..

hehee..

noRmal day,buT i'M happY..=)

dfghjhgfdfghjhgfdfgrgtrytrB4 i went art cls..CYNTHEAR,smile..^^ i'm happy..=D

[1-03-2008]

today was the 1st day or march..

hehe..i'm hapi..=]

one more month...

err..jz one more month!

31 days more..^^

y m i so happy?

maybe nth special for others ppl..

but 4 me..

it reali a day that i'mwaiting for..

i'm super happy..!

hahaha..

secrat larr..

cannot tell..^^

anyway,

reali looking forward for the day..=D

i wish 'you' same with me too..^^

TODAY,nth special happen today..

but my dad angry me ..=(

because i promise go breakfast with him..

but i din wake when he call me up!

not the 1st time di lar..

haha..sorry dad..

beside this,reali nth special..

woke at 12pm,4pm went drawing cls..

kinda weird la..i learing art with those GINA..

haha..all the small kid..between 7-10 years old..

but i reali like a boy there! he was so cute..like a ball!

reali!veri chubby..and nonstop eating..hehe..
he are so CUTE^^8 years old i think..

he kep telling me..

' I hav nike sport shoe ah!..my bro hp 3.2 mega pixel ah..!u got or not??'

swt..everyweek the same sentence..

but i reali like him alot.. hav chance i wana take photo with him...

sometime, i also kinda swt with the teacher..

kep as me hungry or not..wan makan or not..

kep give me some biscuit,chocolate and candy..

n force me take hm 3 apple..=.=i dun wan..my home hav aLOT apple..

but no point..bcz she sayang me alot...

lolz..haha..anyway,all the children was like quite envy i hav apple and those candy!

so i fel proud of it!wahahah..although i dun like la..i take hm for my little bro..^^

after art cls,teacher said wan treat me diner..

hmm.. so paiseh..i told her i dun wan..she said tml her birthday..dun like that la..

so..finaly also get forced go in her car ..=.=

btw,reali enjoy having diner with her..thx teacher wong^^

tml was hers birthday,i was thinking wat should i gave her..

hmm..din hav any idea yet..

dun tel me RED PEN k?

hahaha..i ask every ppl..

they also gave me the same answer..

wan give teacher ah..RED PEN la..

lol..red pen out dated lia0..

i a little bit MODEN d..hahaha...

let me think think think....i wish i can get a great b'day present..

i hav an idea..but dun know gud or not..

i planned bake her a cake by myself..

should i?

but my cake..abit..wan give ppl ah..reali abit..

hahaha..see 1st bah..^^